started our Christmas shopping all eight get six presents. It doesn't matter what it is they get what they want at Christmas. We don't go out buying them whatever it is they want all yearlong so at Christmas and birthdays it's whatever they want. I already have two done and wrapped the third child is almost done. I love love love Christmas time it's my favorite time of the year, we already decorated with our tree and other things.
Well I wished and prayed and even pictured that house what every bedroom would be like we didn't get it didn't even come within an inch of it. The mortgage guy was so spaced out it was unreal, he didn't even have the right things from our credit or anything. we were back and forth on the phone and thru email and in the end we have come to the conclusion, we need to sell a few things and save a little more he did say don't sell your business until you get a house or we really won't ever get a mortgage so my husband said he would like to try and keep saving and pay for a house cash no mortgage....... that would be fabulous of course it's also a long shot. if we sold both houses we would end up with about 125,000 and I know that's not enough to buy a house out right but again I will pray on it.
much love crazy mama
Sunday, November 17, 2013
Saturday, November 9, 2013
~~ ON MY MIND ~~
What's on my mind....... Eric church his Carolina song love that song also Darius Rucker's song's every last one of them love that man. We have moved forward on the move toward Carolina it's a seven bedroom four bath foreclosure the bank wants 208,000 it needs some wholes fixed and some windows screens in every window...... did I mention they were disgusting pigs all the carpets need to be replaced um yup if we get this it will be all hardwood for sure. maybe area rugs also. It has some plumbing issues and sheet rock needs to be replaced for sure. I use to think I need to buy perfect no repairs needed boy was I wrong when I seen this house I knew it would be perfect for us. I can see it now all done I already know what each room will have and who will have what room. I also know it's a long shot I'm not holding my breath but i will pray on it and if it's meant to be it will happen for us.
Still kind of mad at the world I thought we would have a little one around the house I pictured it even.....crazy I know,but it was perfect even if only in my mind. My kids are all getting so big. Zoey the baby of the family will be eight in December.... I cry every time i think of this. Jenna is done college in march and will go on to working in her field so very proud of her! David is starting a new job in the auto body profession could not be prouder of him he is smart and an awesome adult! Matthew is a senior now so unreal! he's heavy into fitness and health which is awesome! Brianna is doing awesome she is 10 and doing the violin for school. Michael is 11 and riding dirt bikes and just as crazy as ever learning at rapid speed so much for them telling me he wont be able to hold his own...... well they can kiss my ass on that one!!! Nicholas is the hard one hard headed won't listen and doesn't care what i say so yes i am a little harder on him in this moment in time. Brittany well shes doing great in school but she's 15 and boy crazy but she knows shes not aloud to date until she's 18 no need for that crazy stuff yet. My husband and I are getting there we are getting closer and I know for sure that there is a great chance we will be closer then ever in time we just need time.
jeanette
Still kind of mad at the world I thought we would have a little one around the house I pictured it even.....crazy I know,but it was perfect even if only in my mind. My kids are all getting so big. Zoey the baby of the family will be eight in December.... I cry every time i think of this. Jenna is done college in march and will go on to working in her field so very proud of her! David is starting a new job in the auto body profession could not be prouder of him he is smart and an awesome adult! Matthew is a senior now so unreal! he's heavy into fitness and health which is awesome! Brianna is doing awesome she is 10 and doing the violin for school. Michael is 11 and riding dirt bikes and just as crazy as ever learning at rapid speed so much for them telling me he wont be able to hold his own...... well they can kiss my ass on that one!!! Nicholas is the hard one hard headed won't listen and doesn't care what i say so yes i am a little harder on him in this moment in time. Brittany well shes doing great in school but she's 15 and boy crazy but she knows shes not aloud to date until she's 18 no need for that crazy stuff yet. My husband and I are getting there we are getting closer and I know for sure that there is a great chance we will be closer then ever in time we just need time.
jeanette
Saturday, October 26, 2013
don't know
yup name of my post is don't know........ don't know why people lie....... don't know why i don't just slap the crap out of some people....... don't know why I don't leave and not come back........ don't know why I talk to my sister in law at all.........don't know why she thinks it's OK to talk to me about the baby like it's OK and our whole world was turned upside down.......don't know why....... I sit and wonder if I jump up and just pack a few things would anyone notice will my husband only notice because his work clothes aren't cleaned? I think he would only be mad and want me back because of just the shear thought of paying me child support would break his poor little heart, he is a great dad but a horrible husband at times....... he just purchased the truck of my dreams 2014 Chevy suburban it's beautiful it's just so pretty but yet I know it's a hush present to keep me quiet for awhile about our horrible renter the rental house cost of fixing and his lack of wanting to sell. but what do i know he makes the money I'm just the dummy that stays home and cleans cooks and watches the kids....... that's all he See's well in the next coming months he will be seeing a new side of the dummy I will be leaving he will know because I won't sneak off that's not fair at all. I will be fulfilling my dream of moving to Carolina as I'm in love with Carolina....... so beautiful there's no place like it at all. well that's all don't know what else to say.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Friday, August 30, 2013
~~ CRYING GAME ~~
well we made it thru our first official week of school granted it was only three days and boy was it a tuff one!!! my youngest Zoey cried the night before school cried before school cried at school ad cried the next two days!! it's a first folks her sister Brianna walked her to her class while she cried. :( During the day she cried again and the teacher was so nice he actually walked her to her sister's classroom to get some love. It kills me my heart hurts and hurts until my crazy kids walk in the door.
So now we have to decide what activity the kids will want to do during the school year. My Brianna wants voice lessons and dance my Zoey and my Michael will want to go back to riding horses along with my Brittany. I'm also getting swimming lessons in somewhere in there!!!
well very tired mama here folks!
much love, Jeanette
So now we have to decide what activity the kids will want to do during the school year. My Brianna wants voice lessons and dance my Zoey and my Michael will want to go back to riding horses along with my Brittany. I'm also getting swimming lessons in somewhere in there!!!
well very tired mama here folks!
much love, Jeanette
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
~~SCHOOL~~
well school starts tomorrow for the kids it's sad sad sad loved having my kids home with me don't get me wrong on some days I wanted to swan dive off a bridge.......and I can't swim at all!! Book bags are all packed with supplies and their book reports,reading logs and letters about their summer vacation. They also have their bag filled with tissues, hand sanitizers and cleaning wipes! It's kinda funny when my oldest was in school we only needed her supplies not classroom supplies but i really don't mind if it's to disinfect the classroom!
we will start tomorrow morning vinegar shots a nice breakfast and their vitamins I really don't want anyone sick!!
So our day will start at 5 am pray for me as we had such a laid back easy breezy perfect summer where we woke up at at the earliest 9 am at the latest 10 am. we slept downstairs for camp outs and watched movies until I don't know what time!!!
Sept 2 will start my challenge I joined thru go mommy go on facebook it's the t25 work out and I heard it's tuff plus I will be doing a shake a day thru shakeology also pray for me for I do not like shakes to much but I so need to loose weight for my health and for my kids! I want to show them and teach them to be fit and healthy while having a treat once in a while.
My husband finally sold the one airplane to the owner of an airport it doesn't run it actually blew the thingy mid air and my amazing perfect husband landed it. thank you god! so now we have just his airplane which we are keeping. there is one serious person interested in my husbands business we need a Set price to move forward with our new start on life. our rental home will be vacant on Oct 1st so I can go in and demo it lol yes me and my oldest when the kids are in school! I will have it ready for sale asap which will be awesome.
We have been actively looking at homes painting our home we painted my powder room new door knobs and light fixture and things. My oldest and I painted my old fruit tile with a rustoleum tile paint which if I might say so myself looks awesome! we are also painting my crappy old cabinets and new counter tops and hardwood floors in kitchen. It will probably be put up for sale in Oct if not sooner I pray it sells fast! That will mean we will be in Carolina sooner then we thought!!
well so tired! Much love, Jeanette
we will start tomorrow morning vinegar shots a nice breakfast and their vitamins I really don't want anyone sick!!
So our day will start at 5 am pray for me as we had such a laid back easy breezy perfect summer where we woke up at at the earliest 9 am at the latest 10 am. we slept downstairs for camp outs and watched movies until I don't know what time!!!
Sept 2 will start my challenge I joined thru go mommy go on facebook it's the t25 work out and I heard it's tuff plus I will be doing a shake a day thru shakeology also pray for me for I do not like shakes to much but I so need to loose weight for my health and for my kids! I want to show them and teach them to be fit and healthy while having a treat once in a while.
My husband finally sold the one airplane to the owner of an airport it doesn't run it actually blew the thingy mid air and my amazing perfect husband landed it. thank you god! so now we have just his airplane which we are keeping. there is one serious person interested in my husbands business we need a Set price to move forward with our new start on life. our rental home will be vacant on Oct 1st so I can go in and demo it lol yes me and my oldest when the kids are in school! I will have it ready for sale asap which will be awesome.
We have been actively looking at homes painting our home we painted my powder room new door knobs and light fixture and things. My oldest and I painted my old fruit tile with a rustoleum tile paint which if I might say so myself looks awesome! we are also painting my crappy old cabinets and new counter tops and hardwood floors in kitchen. It will probably be put up for sale in Oct if not sooner I pray it sells fast! That will mean we will be in Carolina sooner then we thought!!
well so tired! Much love, Jeanette
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Friday, August 23, 2013
~~ THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE ~~
well now I've seen it all and heard it all!! I piled my kids in the car to meet the realtor at our rental property my daughter Brianna said um mama the neighbor across the street gave Michael the middle finger after she honked her horn. @#$%@& I know I must have heard something wrong! This is a sick disgusting world we now live in. So without my babies seeing mama I went outside when she was leaving again and yes I know I shouldn't have but yup mama did! I gave the finger right back! I know I KNOW BUT PEOPLE MAKE ME SO NUTS!! I've been on the run all day and just sat down and boy it's crazy how fast the day flies by.
School shopping is almost done ugh I hate doing it it makes me nuts! but need to buy two more kids and I'm done! It really wasn't that expensive this year I used coupons found awesome deals at target! Children's place for the three babies and also old navy.
So we have two kids at technical school
one kid at the regular high school
three at the elementary school
I say this year will be a breeze for us this year!
well that's all for now
much love, Jeanette
School shopping is almost done ugh I hate doing it it makes me nuts! but need to buy two more kids and I'm done! It really wasn't that expensive this year I used coupons found awesome deals at target! Children's place for the three babies and also old navy.
So we have two kids at technical school
one kid at the regular high school
three at the elementary school
I say this year will be a breeze for us this year!
well that's all for now
much love, Jeanette
Saturday, August 17, 2013
~~ Bad Mood ~~
I've been in the worst mood since the failed adoption went down. I can't help but think of what could have been a sweet sweet little girl that I had a secret name that I only shared with my oldest daughter Jenna Kinsley Grace sounds so pretty. Now I feel like I'm in mourning but there won't be any closure for me. I lost our baby girl at the hands of my parents. You see I haven't had a relationship with my parents for 12 years. My brother I never got along with he is just a terrible person. He is now serving 17 to 40 years for molesting his daughter for four years straight. My parents still hold him high on that pedal stool. I do not understand at all but when my parents found out I wanted to adopt my nieces baby they had my brother talk on the phone with him and the three of them talked her into keeping the baby.... my niece is 17 and a drug addict and has done things that I can't even bring myself to say. My parents told her they will help her raise the baby. My mom doesn't wake up until three in the afternoon she takes Tylenol cold and drinks what a roll model I know! everyday she pops them and my dads no better has shots of tequila everyday and they argue everyday since I was old enough they played my brother against me since I was young. Oh my niece's baby will have the best life with them OK right!! Sounds crazy I know, but it is what it is and it really really sucks. my kids were excited she let them touch her belly and ask questions and she would always say this is your mama's baby not mine. We are working on a new blog to promote a private but open adoption. well feeling blah.
thanks so much crazy mama
thanks so much crazy mama
Sunday, August 11, 2013
~~ Adoption update ~~
Hi. it's been a while since I last wrote a post well sad to say we are not going to be adopting baby girl after all you see her mom is 17 a troubled drug addict and was sent to juvenile detention center and blames me for it so out of spite she is keeping her baby she even told her social worker.... she wont get this baby because she set me up lmao really not her drinking pill popping and pot smoking nope just me! It's OK it's sad my kids are hurt and I'm hurt but we will try again..... but I will not put my heart on my sleeve again EVER again. So we will be getting our house in order fixing a few little things here and there. painting like mad men!!! husband has a few good leads for the sale of his business please please PRAY it sells quickly and with ease. The good news is all my kids will be moving with us also!
We are now in school mod shopping filling book bags with supplies. Don't want my babies going back to school but they are excited and eagerly look in the mail everyday for classroom assignments.
Much love, crazy mama
We are now in school mod shopping filling book bags with supplies. Don't want my babies going back to school but they are excited and eagerly look in the mail everyday for classroom assignments.
Much love, crazy mama
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
~~ IT'S A GIRL ~~
JUNE,12,2013
Well today was the day we all were excited for! To be totally honest the sex of the baby really didn't matter to us we have four and four, but i guess to start the shopping process. My oldest boy David had chosen the name Katie cute i know so with that said we will soon be welcoming Kaitlynn
Grace to the crew!! So I went out and decorated the kitchen with it's a girl party goods you can say all is happy!!
Much love crazy mama
P.S.I need some ideas for my new license plate I have crazy 08 but that will change in Oct.
Well today was the day we all were excited for! To be totally honest the sex of the baby really didn't matter to us we have four and four, but i guess to start the shopping process. My oldest boy David had chosen the name Katie cute i know so with that said we will soon be welcoming Kaitlynn
Much love crazy mama
P.S.I need some ideas for my new license plate I have crazy 08 but that will change in Oct.
Sunday, June 2, 2013
~~ THE NAME GAME ~~
June 2,2013
Well all is well with (as the birth mom calls herself) my baby mama!! She texts me today to say I'm five months along with your baby!! It was super cute as when her text came thru we were asking the kids what they would like the baby's name to be so I'll list them at the end of my post. It's getting real this month there will be an ultrasound and hopefully if the baby is up to letting us get a peek we will find the gender out!!!
On another note my husband has put his business up for sale. He has already seen peoples interest in it..... why wouldn't they be interested it is one of the most highest tech business around. Same people came back twice so far and have been asking questions and asked how my husband would leave the business would he tell the customers...... My husband is so super honest he said yea if you want to lose those customers! My husband said he would stay on for awhile and introduce the new owners as workers and let the customers gain the new owners trust so no one loses anything trust customers and reputation!! love it!
Addison Grace ~~ my daughter Jenna's choice
Catilyn Grace ~~ my son David
Logan Michael~~ my son Matthew and Nicholas
Caden James ~~ my Daughter Zoey
Ryder James ~~ everybody put one of the letters from their name and out came Ryder James
Brittany, Michael, Brianna liked the names above.
Well we shall see this list will probably grow much longer then above.
Much love crazy mama
Well all is well with (as the birth mom calls herself) my baby mama!! She texts me today to say I'm five months along with your baby!! It was super cute as when her text came thru we were asking the kids what they would like the baby's name to be so I'll list them at the end of my post. It's getting real this month there will be an ultrasound and hopefully if the baby is up to letting us get a peek we will find the gender out!!!
On another note my husband has put his business up for sale. He has already seen peoples interest in it..... why wouldn't they be interested it is one of the most highest tech business around. Same people came back twice so far and have been asking questions and asked how my husband would leave the business would he tell the customers...... My husband is so super honest he said yea if you want to lose those customers! My husband said he would stay on for awhile and introduce the new owners as workers and let the customers gain the new owners trust so no one loses anything trust customers and reputation!! love it!
Addison Grace ~~ my daughter Jenna's choice
Catilyn Grace ~~ my son David
Logan Michael~~ my son Matthew and Nicholas
Caden James ~~ my Daughter Zoey
Ryder James ~~ everybody put one of the letters from their name and out came Ryder James
Brittany, Michael, Brianna liked the names above.
Well we shall see this list will probably grow much longer then above.
Much love crazy mama
Thursday, May 9, 2013
~~ Little Flutters ~~
May 9, 2013
well just a little update birth mama texted me and said I think the baby just kicked!! She went on to say it felt good to know that things were working out and going smoothly for us all. Flutters is what she said funny that's a perfect word for the beautiful kicks..... FLUTTERS!!
We have been in contact all the time she will be going to the doctor's this coming Wednesday and will update me as to when the next appointment is as i cant make this one with her being two hours away. Then she is scheduling the ultrasound for the twenty week marker.
A select few know of this adoption my oldest asked what do i prefer boy or girl......... it so does not matter to me at all just a healthy baby is what i want that's all. I have a small confession to make I'm scared i mean it has been seven years since a newborn has been around....... someone please tell me its like riding a bike it will all come back to me right? well will update when things happen.
much love, crazy mama
well just a little update birth mama texted me and said I think the baby just kicked!! She went on to say it felt good to know that things were working out and going smoothly for us all. Flutters is what she said funny that's a perfect word for the beautiful kicks..... FLUTTERS!!
We have been in contact all the time she will be going to the doctor's this coming Wednesday and will update me as to when the next appointment is as i cant make this one with her being two hours away. Then she is scheduling the ultrasound for the twenty week marker.
A select few know of this adoption my oldest asked what do i prefer boy or girl......... it so does not matter to me at all just a healthy baby is what i want that's all. I have a small confession to make I'm scared i mean it has been seven years since a newborn has been around....... someone please tell me its like riding a bike it will all come back to me right? well will update when things happen.
much love, crazy mama
Monday, May 6, 2013
~~ BIRTH MOTHER ~~
May 6, 2013
A little about our birth mother.
1. She's 17
2. 16 weeks along.
3. close to the family
4. she is two hours away.
5. due date Oct. 20, 2013
6. yup probably wont be our last adoption.
7. our kids are super excited.
8. We plan on letting her have an open adoption if she wants.
9. we will love this baby unconditionally.
10. ultrasound will be scheduled at the end of may.
Much love crazy mama
A little about our birth mother.
1. She's 17
2. 16 weeks along.
3. close to the family
4. she is two hours away.
5. due date Oct. 20, 2013
6. yup probably wont be our last adoption.
7. our kids are super excited.
8. We plan on letting her have an open adoption if she wants.
9. we will love this baby unconditionally.
10. ultrasound will be scheduled at the end of may.
Much love crazy mama
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
~~ It's a girl.......I think??
May 1,2013
Well I have been having dream after dream that we will be adopting a girl. So my oldest and I did the Chinese gender test and those results are a girl! Either way girl boy it doesn't really matter to us at all. We have four healthy beautiful girls and four healthy handsome boys. So super excited! I sure hope I can remember what to do it has been seven years since we had a newborn around here. Well i tried to keep the baby under wraps but of course my kids are very smart so they all know we will be adopting in October! so please pray for all!
on another note my husband is really trying to sell his business.we have plans to move south to fort mill SC love it there! so now we need to sell our first home which we rent out to let me just say not my type of people. once our rental is gone we can buy our SC home then when business deal is done our current home will be the next on the chopping block!! yippee yippee! I just need to check all things off our list small plane airport for my husband. Bagel breakfast shop for my husband lol yes that's his request he doesn't ask for much but those two things. schools and houses are my thing lol!! which I have been researching from a far but need an up close look.well that's whats up so far!
much love, crazy mama
Well I have been having dream after dream that we will be adopting a girl. So my oldest and I did the Chinese gender test and those results are a girl! Either way girl boy it doesn't really matter to us at all. We have four healthy beautiful girls and four healthy handsome boys. So super excited! I sure hope I can remember what to do it has been seven years since we had a newborn around here. Well i tried to keep the baby under wraps but of course my kids are very smart so they all know we will be adopting in October! so please pray for all!
on another note my husband is really trying to sell his business.we have plans to move south to fort mill SC love it there! so now we need to sell our first home which we rent out to let me just say not my type of people. once our rental is gone we can buy our SC home then when business deal is done our current home will be the next on the chopping block!! yippee yippee! I just need to check all things off our list small plane airport for my husband. Bagel breakfast shop for my husband lol yes that's his request he doesn't ask for much but those two things. schools and houses are my thing lol!! which I have been researching from a far but need an up close look.well that's whats up so far!
much love, crazy mama
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Thursday, April 25, 2013
~~ ADOPTION UPDATE ~~
April 25, 2013
well hope all is well!! we had our doctors appt this morning at 10:00. We got to hear the heart beat so sweet to hear its music to my ears. we go to our next appt may 28th then at that appt we will schedule the ultrasound.... any friendly bets as to boy or girl? You know the funny part is sure ill find out the sex of the baby but it really doesn't matter to me at all we have four girls and four boys another child is just a bonus!! lately i have names running thru my head but for sure if we have a girl Brooklyn grace will be her name!! love how it flows so so sweet. boy of course i always loved Jacob but never could come up with a middle name to flow nice oh well i shall work on that for sure!! oh i almost forgot our official due date is drum roll please........ October 20,2013!!
much love, crazy mama
well hope all is well!! we had our doctors appt this morning at 10:00. We got to hear the heart beat so sweet to hear its music to my ears. we go to our next appt may 28th then at that appt we will schedule the ultrasound.... any friendly bets as to boy or girl? You know the funny part is sure ill find out the sex of the baby but it really doesn't matter to me at all we have four girls and four boys another child is just a bonus!! lately i have names running thru my head but for sure if we have a girl Brooklyn grace will be her name!! love how it flows so so sweet. boy of course i always loved Jacob but never could come up with a middle name to flow nice oh well i shall work on that for sure!! oh i almost forgot our official due date is drum roll please........ October 20,2013!!
much love, crazy mama
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
~~ ADOPTION~~
April 17,2013
Hello!!!!!!!! its been awhile been very busy with husband kids and paperwork! i have a special annoncement we are adopting!! baby is due to make his/her special delivery in October! stay tuned for updates. I'm not to sure how to post an ultrasound picture but i will soon! we are over joyed to soon be holding a bundle of joy!! i will update after the next doctors appointment with a picture and all the cute details.
Hello!!!!!!!! its been awhile been very busy with husband kids and paperwork! i have a special annoncement we are adopting!! baby is due to make his/her special delivery in October! stay tuned for updates. I'm not to sure how to post an ultrasound picture but i will soon! we are over joyed to soon be holding a bundle of joy!! i will update after the next doctors appointment with a picture and all the cute details.
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