~~ ON MY MIND ~~

What's on my mind....... Eric church his Carolina song love that song also Darius Rucker's song's every last one of them love that man. We have moved forward on the move toward Carolina it's a seven bedroom four bath foreclosure the bank wants 208,000 it needs some wholes fixed and some windows screens in every window...... did I mention they were disgusting pigs all the carpets need to be replaced um yup if we get this it will be all hardwood for sure. maybe area rugs also. It has some plumbing issues and sheet rock needs to be replaced for sure. I use to think I need to buy perfect no repairs needed boy was I wrong when I seen this house I knew it would be perfect for us. I can see it now all done I already know what each room will have and who will have what room. I also know it's a long shot I'm not holding my breath but i will pray on it and if it's meant to be it will happen for us.



Still kind of mad at the world I thought we would have a little one around the house I pictured it even.....crazy I know,but it was perfect even if only in my mind. My kids are all getting so big. Zoey the baby of the family will be eight in December.... I cry every time i think of this. Jenna is done college in march and will go on to working in her field so very proud of her! David is starting a new job in the auto body profession could not be prouder of him he is smart and an awesome adult! Matthew is a senior now so unreal! he's heavy into fitness and health which is awesome! Brianna is doing awesome she is 10 and doing the violin for school. Michael is 11  and riding dirt bikes and just as crazy as ever learning at rapid speed so much for them telling me he wont be able to hold his own...... well they can kiss my ass on that one!!! Nicholas is the hard one hard headed won't listen and doesn't care what i say so yes i am a little harder on him in this moment in time. Brittany well shes doing great in school but she's 15 and boy crazy but she knows shes not aloud to date until she's 18 no need for that crazy stuff yet. My husband and I are getting there we are getting closer and I know for sure that there is a great chance we will be closer then ever in time we just need time.




jeanette