don't know

yup name of my post is don't know........ don't know why people lie....... don't know why i don't just slap the crap out of some people....... don't know why I don't leave and not come back........ don't know why I talk to my sister in law at all.........don't know why she thinks it's OK to talk to me about the baby like it's OK and our whole world was turned upside down.......don't know why....... I sit and wonder if I jump up and just pack a few things would anyone notice will my husband only notice because his work clothes aren't cleaned? I think he would only be mad and want me back because of just the shear thought of paying me child support would break his poor little heart, he is a great dad but a horrible husband at times....... he just purchased the truck of my dreams 2014 Chevy suburban it's beautiful it's just so pretty but yet I know it's a hush present to keep me quiet for awhile about our horrible renter the rental house cost of fixing and his lack of wanting to sell. but what do i know he makes the money I'm just the dummy that stays home and cleans cooks and watches the kids....... that's all he See's well in the next coming months he will be seeing a new side of the dummy I will be leaving he will know because I won't sneak off that's not fair at all. I will be fulfilling my dream of moving to Carolina as I'm in love with Carolina....... so beautiful there's no place like it at all. well that's all don't know what else to say.