~~ HUSBAND~~

~~ what a night called my husband to ask what does he want for dinner daily question around here. He says well how about we go out to dinner.... oh OK AWESOME!!! He always tells me oh I'll be home in ten minutes well that usually means an hour lol. not today ten minutes and then another ten and we were on our way. Truly an awesome night good food and an awesome group of people!!

~~What an AWESOME weekend~~

Well Saturday was a very busy day we had a 9:45 football game to cheer at then home for lunch and ready for cheer pictures..... which turned out good. Then its run home cross my eyes for a few minutes and while my eyes were crossed my hubby and boys came home and I could tell Dave wants to do something anything he had such a hard week at work long hours in the cold so knowing me he kind of just said i have an ideal well to be honest the old me i would have started to make an excuse up,but not this time i prayed for guidance with my poor attitude toward things so i just went with the flow and let me just say this has been one of the best weekends ever!!! I fell in love with my husband all over again and again and a again!! We went to Dave and busters for a mid lunch/dinner we ate and bowled at the same time SO much fun. The smiles on every ones faces just melted my heart. Then we headed to the airport which in the past i would never said OK to that but we went and cleaned up his airplane and then Dave took me on a little night flight boy was he in shock i agreed again poor guy i actually got to see thru his eyes how much of a miserable person i have been. As i sat next to Dave watching him in action flying us around showing me things...... to be honest i didn't hold any of it in my head because i was to busy watching him. then came back put the plane in the hanger went to Starbucks got hot chocolate and a treat for everyone sat down and talked and i don't know if you will believe this or not i had an awesome time.Sunday was also a good day we ate breakfast then went drove towards our destination which is Hershey park YUMMY...... SUPER YUMMY!!!!! we ate lunch went to the tour and 3d movie shopped for chocolate YUM!!! now I can say its true you can keep falling in love over and over again with your husband I did.

~~ Feeling Lost~~

Did you ever have that feeling that your lost or that you may have lost something or someone? I have eight beautiful children and I'm so thankful to god for allowing me to be their mama but, I just feel there is someone missing from our family my husband said he wouldn't mind having one more. I tied my tubes oh my gosh that being said it hurts my heart makes me sick to my stomach. My husband isn't the most easiest one to agree with certain things i have a wonderful friend who is willing to carry our baby, but my husband said no way its just not natural to him. So I thought adoption would be the way to go..... so wish me luck on trying to convince my husband that this may be the way to go. He is an awesome daddy and husband. well that's all for now.