~~ CRYING GAME ~~

well we made it thru our first official week of school granted it was only three days and boy was it a tuff one!!! my youngest Zoey cried the night before school cried before school cried at school ad cried the next two days!! it's a first folks her sister Brianna walked her to her class while she cried. :( During the day she cried again and the teacher was so nice he actually walked her to her sister's classroom to get some love. It kills me my heart hurts and hurts until my crazy kids walk in the door.


So now we have to decide what activity the kids will want to do during the school year. My Brianna wants voice lessons and dance my  Zoey and my Michael will want to go back to riding horses along with my Brittany. I'm also getting swimming lessons in somewhere in there!!!



well very tired mama here folks!

much love, Jeanette

First day of school

Today my heart was hurting my babies went to school.

~~SCHOOL~~

well school starts tomorrow for the kids it's sad sad sad loved having my kids home with me don't get me wrong on some days I wanted to swan dive off a bridge.......and I can't swim at all!! Book bags are all packed with supplies and their book reports,reading logs and letters about their summer vacation. They also have their bag filled with tissues, hand sanitizers and cleaning wipes! It's kinda funny when my oldest was in school we only needed her supplies not classroom supplies but i really don't mind if it's to disinfect the classroom!

we will start tomorrow morning vinegar shots a nice breakfast and their vitamins I really don't want anyone sick!!


So our day will start at 5 am pray for me as we had such a laid back easy breezy perfect summer where we woke up at at the earliest 9 am at the latest 10 am. we slept downstairs for camp outs and watched movies until I don't know what time!!!


Sept 2 will start my challenge I joined thru go mommy go on facebook it's the t25 work out and I heard it's tuff plus I will be doing a shake a day thru shakeology also pray for me for I do not like shakes to much but I so need to loose weight for my health and for my kids! I want to show them and teach them to be fit and healthy while having a treat once in a while.

My husband finally sold the one airplane to the owner of an airport it doesn't run it actually blew the thingy mid air and my amazing perfect husband landed it. thank you god! so now we have just his airplane which we are keeping. there is one serious person interested in my husbands business we need a Set price to move forward with our new start on life. our rental home will be vacant on Oct 1st so I can go in and demo it lol yes me and my oldest when the kids are in school! I will have it ready for sale asap which will be awesome.


We have been actively looking at homes painting our home we painted my powder room new door knobs and light fixture and things. My oldest and I painted my old fruit tile with a rustoleum tile paint which if I might say so myself looks awesome! we are also painting my crappy old cabinets and new counter tops and hardwood floors in kitchen. It will probably be put up for sale in Oct if not sooner I pray it sells fast! That will mean we will be in Carolina sooner then we thought!!



well so tired!  Much love, Jeanette

Life in motion

~~ THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE ~~

well now I've seen it all and heard it all!! I piled my kids in the car to meet the realtor at our rental property my daughter Brianna said um mama the neighbor across the street gave Michael the middle finger after she honked her horn. @#$%@& I know I must have heard something wrong! This is a sick disgusting world we now live in. So without my babies seeing mama I went outside when she was leaving again and yes I know I shouldn't have but yup mama did! I gave the finger right back! I know I KNOW BUT PEOPLE MAKE ME SO NUTS!! I've been on the run all day and just sat down and boy it's crazy how fast the day flies by.


School shopping is almost done ugh I hate doing it it makes me nuts! but need to buy two more kids and I'm done! It really wasn't that expensive this year I used coupons found awesome deals at target! Children's place for the three babies and also old navy.


So we have two kids at technical school
one kid at the regular high school
three at the elementary school
I say this year will be a breeze for us this year!


well that's all for now

much love, Jeanette

~~ Bad Mood ~~

I've been in the worst mood since the failed adoption went down. I can't help but think of what could have been a sweet sweet  little girl that I had a secret name that I only shared with my oldest daughter Jenna Kinsley Grace sounds so pretty. Now I feel like I'm in mourning but there won't be any closure for me. I lost our baby girl at the hands of my parents. You see I haven't had a relationship with my parents for 12 years. My brother I never got along with he is just a terrible person. He is now serving 17 to 40 years for molesting his daughter for four years straight. My parents still hold him high on that pedal stool. I do not understand at all but when my parents found out I wanted to adopt my nieces baby they had my brother talk on the phone with him and the three of them talked her into keeping the baby.... my niece is 17 and a drug addict and has done things that I can't even bring myself to say. My parents told her they will help her raise the baby. My mom doesn't wake up until three in the afternoon she takes Tylenol cold and drinks what a roll model I know! everyday she pops them and my dads no better has shots of tequila everyday and they argue everyday since I was old enough they played my brother against me since I was young. Oh my niece's baby will have the best life with them OK right!! Sounds crazy I know, but it is what it is and it really really sucks. my kids were excited she let them touch her belly and ask questions and she would always say this is your mama's baby not mine. We are working on a new blog to promote a private but open adoption. well feeling blah.


thanks so much crazy mama

Life pics!

Just some random shots of some if the crew.

~~ Adoption update ~~

Hi. it's been a while since I last wrote a post well sad to say we are not going to be adopting baby girl after all you see her mom is 17 a troubled drug addict and was sent to juvenile detention center and blames me for it so out of spite she is keeping her baby she even told her social worker.... she wont get this baby because she set me up lmao really not her drinking pill popping and pot smoking nope just me! It's OK it's sad my kids are hurt and I'm hurt but we will try again..... but I will not put my heart on my sleeve again EVER again. So we will be getting our house in order fixing a few little things here and there. painting like mad men!!! husband has a few good leads for the sale of his business please please PRAY it sells quickly and with ease. The good news is all my kids will be moving with us also!


We are now in school mod shopping filling book bags with supplies. Don't want my babies going back to school but they are excited and eagerly look in the mail everyday for classroom assignments.

Much love, crazy mama