~~ ryleigh ~~

Well  it's done...... Court that is. We went to court to get custody of ryleigh, it went smoothly of course the mom never showed up at all. The judge signed the order after our lawyer spoke and asked me a few questions very scary but I would do it all over again. She is so cute and perfect so fun the kid is just spoiled to no end between me my husband and the my other kids she doesn't sit in one place for long. We went threw a lot of milestones.... Her first word her first tooth her crawling her pulling herself up!! Yes a lot of first that I'm so over the moon happy I get to be apart of!

Much love crazy mama

~~ six months already ~~

I can't believe the baby is six months old we only had her for four weeks but it feels as if she's been here all along. I went to S.C. For her mom to visit with her but she never showed up. I feel sad for the baby but super happy the baby is so happy loves on us all.  That is all for now but here's a quick pick!

Hello it's been way to long...

Well I have some good news and some bad news....... Bad news my nieces baby has had a drug test and she's only five months old...... Came back positive for drugs makes me want to break every bone in my nieces face! Good news is dyfus room the baby away from her until she completes substance abuse counciling and mental health evaluation and parenting classes. Which her mother (my sister inlaw) knows she won't. She's been getting clean for four years now. Where's the baby you ask?!! I have her my niece didn't want her in foster care at least she was smart with that decision so within two hours if the decision I was on the road to South Carolina I did a 15 hour roundtrip drive picked her up and gave been loving her like I was to have from the beginning. My sister inlaw said I will have her for a long time I sure hope I do I love get like crazy and she fits right in with my eight so well!! Here's a picture!

Christmas

started our Christmas shopping all eight get six presents. It doesn't matter what it is they get what they want at Christmas. We don't go out buying them whatever it is they want all yearlong so at Christmas and birthdays it's whatever they want. I already have two done and wrapped the third child is almost done. I love love love Christmas time it's my favorite time of the year, we already decorated with our tree and other things.


Well I wished and prayed and even pictured that house what every bedroom would be like we didn't get it didn't even come within an inch of it. The mortgage guy was so spaced out it was unreal, he didn't even have the right things from our credit or anything.  we were back and forth on the phone and thru email and in the end we have come to the conclusion, we need to sell a few things and save a little more he did say don't sell your business until you get a house or we really won't ever get a mortgage so my husband said he would like to try and keep saving and pay for a house cash no mortgage....... that would be fabulous of course it's also a long shot. if we sold both houses we would end up with about 125,000 and I know that's not enough to buy a house out right but again I will pray on it.



much love crazy mama

~~ ON MY MIND ~~

What's on my mind....... Eric church his Carolina song love that song also Darius Rucker's song's every last one of them love that man. We have moved forward on the move toward Carolina it's a seven bedroom four bath foreclosure the bank wants 208,000 it needs some wholes fixed and some windows screens in every window...... did I mention they were disgusting pigs all the carpets need to be replaced um yup if we get this it will be all hardwood for sure. maybe area rugs also. It has some plumbing issues and sheet rock needs to be replaced for sure. I use to think I need to buy perfect no repairs needed boy was I wrong when I seen this house I knew it would be perfect for us. I can see it now all done I already know what each room will have and who will have what room. I also know it's a long shot I'm not holding my breath but i will pray on it and if it's meant to be it will happen for us.



Still kind of mad at the world I thought we would have a little one around the house I pictured it even.....crazy I know,but it was perfect even if only in my mind. My kids are all getting so big. Zoey the baby of the family will be eight in December.... I cry every time i think of this. Jenna is done college in march and will go on to working in her field so very proud of her! David is starting a new job in the auto body profession could not be prouder of him he is smart and an awesome adult! Matthew is a senior now so unreal! he's heavy into fitness and health which is awesome! Brianna is doing awesome she is 10 and doing the violin for school. Michael is 11  and riding dirt bikes and just as crazy as ever learning at rapid speed so much for them telling me he wont be able to hold his own...... well they can kiss my ass on that one!!! Nicholas is the hard one hard headed won't listen and doesn't care what i say so yes i am a little harder on him in this moment in time. Brittany well shes doing great in school but she's 15 and boy crazy but she knows shes not aloud to date until she's 18 no need for that crazy stuff yet. My husband and I are getting there we are getting closer and I know for sure that there is a great chance we will be closer then ever in time we just need time.




jeanette

don't know

yup name of my post is don't know........ don't know why people lie....... don't know why i don't just slap the crap out of some people....... don't know why I don't leave and not come back........ don't know why I talk to my sister in law at all.........don't know why she thinks it's OK to talk to me about the baby like it's OK and our whole world was turned upside down.......don't know why....... I sit and wonder if I jump up and just pack a few things would anyone notice will my husband only notice because his work clothes aren't cleaned? I think he would only be mad and want me back because of just the shear thought of paying me child support would break his poor little heart, he is a great dad but a horrible husband at times....... he just purchased the truck of my dreams 2014 Chevy suburban it's beautiful it's just so pretty but yet I know it's a hush present to keep me quiet for awhile about our horrible renter the rental house cost of fixing and his lack of wanting to sell. but what do i know he makes the money I'm just the dummy that stays home and cleans cooks and watches the kids....... that's all he See's well in the next coming months he will be seeing a new side of the dummy I will be leaving he will know because I won't sneak off that's not fair at all. I will be fulfilling my dream of moving to Carolina as I'm in love with Carolina....... so beautiful there's no place like it at all. well that's all don't know what else to say.

Life in motion

First day of school for the littles.