~~ Hurting Heart ~~

My zoey is star of the week at school!! I'm so happy for her so as she colored her poster and picked her five things that are special to her my daughter Jenna looked thru pictures on the computer and then it hit me....... that's when I notice they are growing oh so super fast and before you know it they will be gone and on their own. What will I do with my self. :( I'm at a loss already and they are still here. Time just won't stop ticking, so I'm determined to do better be better and love on them until they scream!!! Can anyone explain to me why they grow so darn fast? I'm always screaming yelling and gripping about something and of course it's I'm crazy Not the fact that the boys couldn't pick up their dirty clothes if I paid them or the Little's leaving those darn Lego's out for mama to step on. well I'm setting a goal not to yell scream or freak out as my kids say about the little things in life. I will enjoy my babies for as long as they will let me. I have a lot of fun plans for my babies. Vacation time can not come fast enough it will be a little test of different areas to see what's pleasing to the eye. We need this change. well that's enough of my crying woe is me.