Life in motion

~~ THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE ~~

well now I've seen it all and heard it all!! I piled my kids in the car to meet the realtor at our rental property my daughter Brianna said um mama the neighbor across the street gave Michael the middle finger after she honked her horn. @#$%@& I know I must have heard something wrong! This is a sick disgusting world we now live in. So without my babies seeing mama I went outside when she was leaving again and yes I know I shouldn't have but yup mama did! I gave the finger right back! I know I KNOW BUT PEOPLE MAKE ME SO NUTS!! I've been on the run all day and just sat down and boy it's crazy how fast the day flies by.


School shopping is almost done ugh I hate doing it it makes me nuts! but need to buy two more kids and I'm done! It really wasn't that expensive this year I used coupons found awesome deals at target! Children's place for the three babies and also old navy.


So we have two kids at technical school
one kid at the regular high school
three at the elementary school
I say this year will be a breeze for us this year!


well that's all for now

much love, Jeanette

~~ Bad Mood ~~

I've been in the worst mood since the failed adoption went down. I can't help but think of what could have been a sweet sweet  little girl that I had a secret name that I only shared with my oldest daughter Jenna Kinsley Grace sounds so pretty. Now I feel like I'm in mourning but there won't be any closure for me. I lost our baby girl at the hands of my parents. You see I haven't had a relationship with my parents for 12 years. My brother I never got along with he is just a terrible person. He is now serving 17 to 40 years for molesting his daughter for four years straight. My parents still hold him high on that pedal stool. I do not understand at all but when my parents found out I wanted to adopt my nieces baby they had my brother talk on the phone with him and the three of them talked her into keeping the baby.... my niece is 17 and a drug addict and has done things that I can't even bring myself to say. My parents told her they will help her raise the baby. My mom doesn't wake up until three in the afternoon she takes Tylenol cold and drinks what a roll model I know! everyday she pops them and my dads no better has shots of tequila everyday and they argue everyday since I was old enough they played my brother against me since I was young. Oh my niece's baby will have the best life with them OK right!! Sounds crazy I know, but it is what it is and it really really sucks. my kids were excited she let them touch her belly and ask questions and she would always say this is your mama's baby not mine. We are working on a new blog to promote a private but open adoption. well feeling blah.


thanks so much crazy mama

Life pics!

Just some random shots of some if the crew.

~~ Adoption update ~~

Hi. it's been a while since I last wrote a post well sad to say we are not going to be adopting baby girl after all you see her mom is 17 a troubled drug addict and was sent to juvenile detention center and blames me for it so out of spite she is keeping her baby she even told her social worker.... she wont get this baby because she set me up lmao really not her drinking pill popping and pot smoking nope just me! It's OK it's sad my kids are hurt and I'm hurt but we will try again..... but I will not put my heart on my sleeve again EVER again. So we will be getting our house in order fixing a few little things here and there. painting like mad men!!! husband has a few good leads for the sale of his business please please PRAY it sells quickly and with ease. The good news is all my kids will be moving with us also!


We are now in school mod shopping filling book bags with supplies. Don't want my babies going back to school but they are excited and eagerly look in the mail everyday for classroom assignments.

Much love, crazy mama

~~ IT'S A GIRL ~~

JUNE,12,2013

Well today was the day we all were excited for! To be totally honest the sex of the baby really didn't matter to us we have four and four, but i guess to start the shopping process. My oldest boy David had chosen the name Katie cute i know so with that said we will soon be welcoming Kaitlynn

Grace to the crew!! So I went out and decorated the kitchen with it's a girl party goods you can say all is happy!!




Much love crazy mama


P.S.I need some ideas for my new license plate I have crazy 08 but that will change in Oct.

~~ THE NAME GAME ~~

June 2,2013



Well all is well with (as the birth mom calls herself) my baby mama!! She texts me today to say I'm five months along with your baby!! It was super cute as when her text came thru we were asking the kids what they would like the baby's name to be so I'll list them at the end of my post. It's getting real this month there will be an ultrasound and hopefully if the baby is up to letting us get a peek we will find the gender out!!!

On another note my husband has put his business up for sale. He has already seen peoples interest in it..... why wouldn't they be interested it is one of the most highest tech business around. Same people came back twice so far and have been asking questions and asked how my husband would leave the business would he tell the customers...... My husband is so super honest he said yea if you want to lose those customers! My husband said he would stay on for awhile and introduce the new owners as workers and let the customers gain the new owners trust so no one loses anything trust customers and reputation!! love it!


Addison Grace ~~ my daughter Jenna's choice
Catilyn Grace ~~ my son David
Logan Michael~~ my son Matthew and Nicholas
Caden James ~~ my Daughter Zoey
Ryder James ~~ everybody put one of the letters from their name and out came Ryder James

Brittany, Michael, Brianna liked the names above.

Well we shall see this list will probably grow much longer then above.


Much love crazy mama